I think a lot of us or atleast some of us go through a time were people don't quite understand the whole "transformation" art. Negativity is normally the first response. Bestiality gets brought up. Worst case scenario of "furries" is thought of. People start to look at you differently. Sometimes I think of this as a curse...irony huh. I respect and am jealous of those that have found someone that is willing to take the time to understand, ask questions, and not make it something it is not. No one is perfect. Everybody has something they are into. Just accept the person for who they are. Believe me, I have seen a lot of stuff on this site alone that would make "normal" people's head spin.......but I keep an open mind because those artists have a passion for what they do.
Does this journal have something to do with the last journal? Yes, it does. It hurts when you let someone into your world and show them because you think they have an open mind........and you get a different response than what you thought. Do these photomanipulations run my life? No, but it is a part of me. My fear of what people think about me often bothers me. I like telling people about this on my own terms. When someone else starts telling others I am into this.....the problems I mentioned above start to come up. I wish people didn't automatically judge but it happens.
I want to thank those that commented on the last journal, noted me, etc. I carry my heart on my sleeve and that night got the best of me. Alot of things had been getting to me and it just pushed me more. As always just have to give things time to calm down and pick up the pieces.
I always have to thank the models that are willing to pose. It is not everyday you find females that will agree....but to those that do......I appreciate you so much. You help make my ideas became a reality....well atleast a fantasy reality Anyways.......I am sticking around.